you’re right….. YUCK!!!!!!!!
since when did I get a whole bunch of followers I don’t know? gahhh -_______- New tumblr, find me if you can!
I can’t help but think about what the next month will give us. I mean, I shouldn’t be thinking about how I feel or how you’ll feel. But I honestly can’t help it. We are fortunate enough to even have the month of February together. But as HS draws near to already next week… I know this is your only reason why you keep denying the jobs offered.
So it’s inevitable that you’ll get a call offering a possible job you’ll want, and what? Leave the next morning? Expect me to understand and not be sad. Yes. I’m supposed to understand, not be sad and just act like every other day will be like it has been for the past 4 months.
No, once you leave… that gives us 8 and a half weeks of NO COMMUNICATION whatsoever. No phone, no letters, nothing. Then tech school, then stationed to practically anywhere in the world. (I pray for riverside, la, or lv).
I sit here everyday, WAITING for you to tell me “I’m leaving tomorrow” and WHAT? Youre going to expect me to not be sad? …I don’t even know why I promised you that I wouldn’t be sad. But what can you do? This is our plan. Yes, we’ve talked about it and yes I accepted this plan beforehand, but I can’t help but think about it, ya know?… At least everynight during our vow we find reassurance in one another. Right now, I feel no doubt that we can do this. Because when we’re apart, we’ll focus on our career goals, we won’t be distracted, and at the end of the day..we’ll still have our love for one another in our hearts. Yeah, we’ll feel lonely at first and even recently we’ve cried about it. But 4 years of sacrifice. Our love will only become stronger.
Oh what happiness you bring to my heart!
I’ma miss this.
I said, size 7! Or 7.5! With a big smile on my face! I love the feeling of new shoes! LOL. He said he had no idea why she asked. And I said, hmm again? I dont think I ever told her my shoe size, but yeah size 7.
Later that evening, he handed me a new pair of running shoes just for me and said “I just wanted to make sure you were a size 7.”
(= He makes me sooooo happy.
But then again, this means no more excuses about working out -_____- LOL btw, did I tell you that I worked out 4 times in one week!?!? That’s amazing! Except I gained a pound, HAHAHHAHAH! Goodnight! (:
I miss this, duuuuudeee.
“Show your numberrrs!”NSD’s Binhi basketball team.
the OG seedlings, awwww how I miss thee <3
you not only ‘do’, but you talk too. Yesterday in Sociology we talked about this and I thought about you. Because you like to talk. You believe that communication is very important. Especially in the setting we’ll be put in. And I love that. Because you are the first one who makes me state what ever I’m feeling. And it actually feels like you are genuinely listening.
No, you can’t fix everything. No one has the power to fix the lives of others. I can’t even find the solution to my own problems. But you simply just being there…makes everything feel so much better.
Thank you for being… you.
<3
that I can’t spend any money ‘just because’ until I find a job. So here I am waiting in line at Nordstrom earlier today and I was going back and forth in my head if I should buy the clothes or not.
I didn’t buy them.
I’m sad but I know that if I did buy them, I would regret it to see that I have like no more money in my back account. Hahahha. Seriously though, I told myself that everytime I even have to think about buying clothes or if I buy clothes then I have to put the same exact amt I would spend into my savings acct. HAHHAHHA. So basically, I can’t even think about buying clothes anymore. My sisters need to stop bringing me to the mall. -________- (this starts tomorrow cause then I would already have to put $30 in my savings since thats how much I spent at H&M yesterday) Hhahahaha :/
When I see all the asians at school with their long hair. LOL. Seriously, I get super sad and jealous. I want my hair to grow back already!!! I can’t do anything with my short hair except straighten it!??! With my long hair, I didnt even have to do anything with it and I was fine with that but now my short hair flips out in all directions and ahhhh I want my hair to grow back already!!!!!!
